Wednesday, January 17, 2018

THE ESSENTIAL BASICS OF AWAKENING Whether you call it awakening, enlightenment, ascension or growing in grace and knowledge, there is a background of information needed to make sense of it all. What I am about to tell you might not help you solve your most immediate problem(s) but it should help you with an overview so you can start toward a more peaceful and purposeful life. I can say with confidence, 20 years of intense research and a lifetime of personal experiences, some of them paranormal, that what I am about to share with you is as about as accurate as a person can get and still be human. First of all, you need to understand what you have been taught your whole life about God has been incomplete and probably misleading. I will give you an overview that will help but since it will probably be different than you have been taught, it might be offensive. If in your mental model of God, you think of God as a powerful being separate from you, and you have to please this being to avoid being punished, then I can say with total confidence you have been deceived so you can be manipulated. If what I have written has already offended you. It's best you quit reading this right now. To help you understand the grand scheme of things I am going to change the glossary a little. Instead of the word God, I am going to use the term SOURCE. In order to clarify, from now on, if I use the term God, I am not talking about "THE GOD" but a God. There are two broad realms of reality. The first realm is eternal, infinite, conscious and ineffable. It is transcendent of all other realms and is nothing like them. It is true ONENESS. It is neither big nor small, hot or cold, still or moving. It is infinite unlimited energy and it is pure awareness. This is the SOURCE of all reality. All other realms, commonly called created realms, are temporary and are filled with Gods. The one the Earth is in is no exception. You are a God. Why you are here on Earth is simple, it is a school for Gods. Instead of being all powerful and all knowing like you might have been in other realms, here you experience being limited, being mortal and being ignorant. Another common misconception about being human is you have a soul and your soul reincarnates over and over. This is an oversimplification. You do not have a soul. You are a soul and you currently are using a body to participate in this realm of experience. Even the term soul is commonly misunderstood. Many have the mental model that the soul is a blob that goes from body to body as it reincarnates. Or, some believe the soul was created by God and stuffed in your body sometime before you were born and if you don't do something about it before you die, you go to hell forever. It is way more complicated than that. The terms soul and spirit are sometimes treated as synonyms. They are not. The definitions and explanations I am about to give you are sometimes switched. What I am about to tell you about the soul, others claim that is actually the spirit and what I am about to tell you about the spirit, they will say it is the soul. The important point is the roles they play in who and what you are. The soul is transcendent of time and space and is actually a portion of SOURCE exploring the created realms. The way it explores the various realms is through the spirit. Your brain and body are actually more like a radio. The voice in the radio does not originate nor is it created by the radio. It tunes into the frequency that carries the voice or the music. Your body/mind is a receiver of the spirit. The spirit is connected back to the soul, the soul is connected back to SOURCE. So the question many people have when first waking up is, why is my life so chaotic and painful if I am finally starting to learn the truth about myself? That is because one of the reasons your higher-self chose to explore this realm is so it could learn lessons that will benefit it for eternity. One of the laws that govern this realm is cause and effect. Everything here is about movement and that which moves has something we call inertia. Let me give you an analogy that might help you understand what is going on. Imagine a water hose that has been in the bottom of a muddy pond for years and is suddenly brought out of the muck and attached to a clean water source. This is analogous to waking up. The clean water starts flowing through the hose for the first time. This is analogous to becoming enlightened. At first, only dirty, muddy water comes out of the hose and it only later, after its all cleared out that clean pure water flows through the hose. This is analogous to ascension. So let me summarize because, for some, this was a lot to be exposed to in a short amount of time. For others, this might have been a review of stuff you had already learned. 1) GOD exists as an infinite, eternal, consciousness in a realm transcendent of time and space and that aspect of GOD is incomprehensible. I call this part of GOD, SOURCE. 2) The teaching you have had about God up to now was probably about a being who exists in this realm for the purpose of being worshiped and doesn't necessarily have your best interest at heart. If you haven't been taught how to escape this realm and to ascend to a higher-level of experience and purpose, then you have been taught something intended to deceive you and limit you. It's beyond the scope of this article to delve into how deep the rabbit hole goes. 3) You are simultaneously soul, spirit, and body and the body is the only part of you that is temporary. Your empathic abilities and other extra-sensory abilities are becoming stronger because you are identifying with your spirit and less with this world and your body. 4) Your ultimate destiny is beyond Earth, but the lessons learned here will be invaluable to your true self forever. From its perspective, any suffering and pain you experience while here is worth it. Stephen Boston

Tuesday, November 7, 2017

JUDAISM FUN FACTS You can read the Old Testament from Genesis to Malachi and it never tells you how to achieve eternal life. In fact the only place it discusses it is in Genesis where it tells how Adam and Eve would die if they ate of the tree of Good and Evil. In fact, the contract between the God YHWH and the Hebrews is that they would have rain in due season and protection from their enemies if they kept the holy days and the ten commandments. Another interesting fact is that the Old Testament is only concerned with the Hebrew people. Other nations are only mentioned in historical accounts or prophecies insomuch as how they interact with Israel. YHWH makes it plain is his not the only God interacting on this planet. He just makes it plain he only wants the Israelites to worship and obey him. Once you understand YHWH is not "THE GOD" but "A GOD", it should change your entire perspective on who you are and your relationship with the divine. Stephen Boston Reluctant Messenger

Thursday, October 12, 2017


The mainstream view of GOD is an entity or being separate from oneself that you need to bargain with and please in order to get a positive response to your prayer. The missing piece of information most people need is the understanding of the higher-self. Some call it the guardian angel, spirit guide or from a more secular perspective the subconscious. However, your true self is transcendent of time and space and a portion of your infinite, eternal consciousness has been extruded into this slow 3d MATRIX and is currently attached to and is identifying with the body. How well you connect with the divine is how well you connect with and enable your higher-self to successfully navigate the infinite possibilities of this experience realm. You can think of your higher-self as the portion of GOD dedicated to you. A more accurate metaphor is that your body is an avatar for your consciousness to play here. You make requests to your higher self via prayer, you get answers via meditation and the synchronicities and coincidences that flow in your life afterward. You no longer need to bargain with God when you pray because you have your best interest at heart. But you do need to trust your higher-self to have the perspective of your life plan as it answers your prayers, and how it answers your prayers.

Monday, September 25, 2017

PANENTHEISM The term panentheism (meaning "all-in-God") was coined by German idealist philosopher Karl Christian Friedrich Krause (1781-1832), in the process of replacing scholarly notions of the transcendent God with a more participatory notion of the divine. Derived from the Greek words pan (all), en (in) and theos (God), this term refers to the belief that the world is in God, who in turn is in the world. Panentheism, however, is meant to be different from pantheism, which ontologically equates the universe with God. Thus, the panentheistic God is both an immanent force within all creation, and the transcendent power over the universe. There are two types of panentheism: 1) the type of panentheism that is partially pantheistic, claiming that the entirety of the universe is contained within God as a part of God, who is, of course, more than the universe that is only a part of God; and 2) the kind of panentheism that sees the ontological distinction between the world and God, when saying that both are immanent in each other. source: New World Encyclopedia

Sunday, August 20, 2017

Why is the world going through turmoil right now?

I sometimes get answers to questions in a way I can't prove to others that the answer is valid, so as a result I never share them. I am going to make an exception this time because it's too important of a question and so are the answers. The question was, "Why is the world in so much turmoil at this time?" The answer was, "The world is going through a purification process and the hate and violence are the impurities." I was then presented with several mental images of gold being made pure and saw the impurities as dross, which is the scum formed on the surface of the molten metal as they are heated so as to drive out the impurities. I was then reminded of several Old Testament, Tibetan and Hopi Indian prophecies that essentially spoke of a time in which this would happen in 'similar language' appropriate to the cultures these prophecies.

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Sunday, July 30, 2017


I read an article about how to ascend and that once you started on that path life got more joyful and simple pleasures became more vivid and intense. I have focused on being hopeful, loving, kind, forgiving and grateful. It has paid off. My relationship with my wife has never been better. Our days are filled with laughter and purposeful activities. Considering that in 2013, I was depressed with chronic fatigue, I can say, this ascension thing is real and it does get better.

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Friday, July 21, 2017

Your Higher-self is preparing for its next level of existence

In order to leave this realm of experience, the higher-self has to take all it has learned in all of its "lives" and "process" it.  It can't leave the life energy behind.  they act as anchors.
these absorptions can occur in several ways, but the most common are via dreams and the second most common way is to have the previous life resurrect in your conscious now while you are alive.
if you are having dreams you are dying or committing suicide, it's the higher-self processing previous lives and parallel lives as it prepares to move on to the next level of existence opportunities
it helps if you align your chakras. The easiest way to do that is to do the 5 Tibetan rites
there are a lot of youtube videos that demonstrate how to do them

Your higher-self is "playing" many lives simultaneously as a way to improve its odds of one of the life times achieving its eternal objectives.

However, once one of them gets close to achieving it, it focuses on that one and as a result has to absorb the energy it has invested in the other lives to focus more on the one that is being successful, The downside of this is  it will not tolerate you "straying off course and will make your life miserable if you do as a way to encourage you to get back on the right course.